Why stay sober when im dying

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It seems like everyday's the same and I'm left to discover on my own -life's become mundane and routine, nothing excites the narrator so he becomes withdrawn and despondent.

They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah -Loved ones tell him to 'get over it', it being some past traumatic event that's still haunting him. They feel it's time he move on with his life, but he cannot. Try to stay sober, feels like I'm dyin', here -He tries to appease loved ones, pretend he's normal, okay but on the inside the fakeness is eating away at him. And I am aware now of how everything's gonna be fine one day Too late, I'm in hell -Comes to the realization that things will never improve for him.

I am prepared now, seems everyone's gonna be fine -He believes the world would be better off without him. Envisions loved ones happier without having to worry about him.

Then decides it won't so he may as well pull the trigger. I feel the dream in me expire -All hope is gone, will to live deminishing. He blamed them for his problems but now sees he's at fault too. I hear you label me a liar 'cause I can't seem to get this through -His true feelings cannot be expressed vocally. He wants to change but no one, including himself, believes that he can. You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah -This is his own conscience trying to motivate him to rehabilitate himself.

Why try to stay sober when I'm dyin', here? What's the point of recovery when I'm so close to the edge? Recognizes the futility of living and gives in to suicidal thoughts. And I'm not scared now. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. I must assure you, you're never gonna get away -He has an epiphany that nothing short of death will release his soul from a miserable existence. And I'm not scared now, No..

Final doubts being cast aside as he commits suicide. He knows loved ones won't understand how he could have left them, but hopes they'll understand it was in his best interest to do it. I am pepared now for myself I am prepared now, and I am found A new being. The misery that was his past existence is behind him and he has now found contentment and tranquility. The song's pretty deep and sad, but I can totally relate.

There was an error. I agree with most of your interpretation, but committing suicide does not take you to a better place for eternity. AnotherLesserKnown on September 02, I think you got this exactly. Thank you!!! General Comment this song is so good, Ive known it for a long time a friend from south africa exposed me to Saron gas ie: seether, the new improved? I knew then this had to end.

They all seem to feed into one another, so the net benefit is massive, all things taken into consideration. I feel better already. Thanks for the article! Wait what? Sobriety and aws leads to depression insomnia and year long debilitating state, anhedonia, boredom and damn near suicidal idealization… I saw this in me and others i know.

I keep looking for valid points on it online and sick of finding this generic crap about how life is wonderful. Maybe you think life sucks because your an addict and alchoholic Locke. Which is perfectly fine. The fortunate ones are the ones who find their way to a great treatment facility.

After almost two years without drugs and alcohol, plus doing everything in my power to live a normal, healthy, and positive life, I can safely say that life without drugs is depressing, boring and that sobriety held me back! With drugs I feel better. I Eat better. I care more about family and friends. I get more creative and many more positives.

Drugs give my life more purpose. The only negatives for me are money, and the police. If I die a few years sooner, so what? I thought that list was really well written.

Quite the mix of comments on here lol. Was expecting so see mostly all people saying they thought it was a good read. I feel things do usually get better and life does get better sober. Maybe not including weed. Which is overwhelming! A lot of extreme comments here.

A lot of my problems disappeared but I eventually began to realize that I had sacrificed all the extreme lows in my life but none of the highs seem to ever come back. Yes sobriety is good for your sleep, finances, productivity and free time and work life in my case.

I found after becoming sober that people wanted to be around me. Now I have a new problem. All these things mean nothing to me anymore. Some of them will live amazing sober lives and enjoy every second of it. But they might be stuck feeling nothing for an undetermined amount of time, possibly a very long period of time spanning years.

I used to be a stoner pothead you name it. My life has been full of drugs and whores. I had fun of course but wrestling has taken all that away and I feel better now.

I may have had problems with my drinking, but I miss that life more and more every day. You see, my wife made me quit. She said I could have her or alcohol, but not both.